9:30 OPK...

Seriously...

OPK...12:15PM

again with the sidways pic...uggg....the one on the left is the most recent...the lighter one...

++ OPK's...9:30AM

Im not sure why this is posting sideways...but...you get the idea..

Being sick...and ttc...DO NOT MIX!!!

3 of my 4 last temps have been fevers. How is one supposed to pinpoint O threw temps with that crap?! And Im pretty sure I wont be Oing on CD 15 as I did last month. So far no real O pains, a negative OPK and one miserable baby making machine!! I will obviously still try and catch that eggy, but I will be shocked if this is our month.

tap...tap...tap...

The waiting to ovulate is ALMOST as bad as the waiting AFTER you ovulate. This point in your cycle you are just in limbo. Waiting...

Your body is gearing up to O. Your mind is going crazy. You want the days to go by quicker. But then you dont want to wish your life away either. What a crazy crazy time ttc is.

Im on CD6 today. Took the last of my soy last night for this cycle. Ordered more OPK's. They should be here in plenty of time.

The night before last we scoped for sperm. I saw some! Not near as many as I would have liked, but we did see them. It was amazing to watch. I felt bad for the little swimmers. That they 'could' have been people. And now I was just watching them swim around on a glass slide...edging closer to their deaths. I know, Im odd like that.

One more week before the ovulation/baby making obsession starts!

Happy Valentines Day!

CD3...about 12 days till O day. Trying not to obsess. Easy for now...give me a week or so and you know I will be in full obsess mode.

I treated myself to a new hair do yesterday. I figured I deserved it after the month I have had. But I think if it takes me too long to get pregnant that I will end up very poor. I like to sooth myself very expensively.

AF is being very mean this month. I hope that means she doesnt plan on coming back for a good long while after this.

Cycle #2...

Just as I suspected, AF popped in for her monthly visit this afternoon. I hate that 'woman'. A LOT. HRMMMFFF.

OK, so moving on. THIS WILL BE MY CYCLE. November baby? Im OK with a November baby.

Day 1 of soy...

The Sky is falling...

Well my temp is falling...right out of the sky. So Im out for this month. *sigh* I could say that I'm ok with it, but I'd be lying. I'm exhausted. Yes, already.

Its been a long couple of years of waiting. Waiting for the reversal. And now, waiting to achieve pregnancy. I know its only been one cycle. But it feels like YEARS already.

So because I'm not pregnant. I am treating myself to a new do. I may even get myself a mani and a pedi. I need a pick me up. I deserve it damn it.

*sob*

Oh the lovely cervix

So...I'm thinking I am totally out. I am really achy, pains, bla bla bla. Then I check my cervix and it is low and soft. I dont know, but that doesnt sound good for pregnancy. I dunno, I could be wrong. *sigh*

9 dpo and going crazy...

OK, so I have totally remembered I HATE TTC!!! How stressful. My emotions are up, and down, up and down. Uggggg.

I have SO many PG symptoms. My temp is up again. Looks good on paper. But I totally feel like I'm going to start any minute. I will be absolutely shocked if I am pregnant.

Miracle please?

Ok, so is my test from today. The top one is an OPK and the bottom one is an HPT. Just for fun...

8 DPO afternoon...

Im not sure there is anything there...probably not. But hey, Im an obsessor...tis what I do!

Praying to all the Gods in heaven that I will see my true BFP in a couple of days!!

7dpo AM test...

7 DPO

Well temp is way up, thats a good thing. And obsessive compulsive me...tests again!! I think I see a hint of a line. Even Craig says he see's it. But then again, its only 7 DPO and they are internet cheapies. So who knows.

I am having twinges in my left side. Almost feels like ovulation. Also having lower back pain, and constipation. All signs of pregnancy..and all signs of AF. Ugggg....

6DPO

6 days past ovulation and I'm already testing..I know, I know...thats awesome right? I waited till 6 dpo...such control I have. Amazing isnt it?

Oh what do I have today. I have a sensitive tummy, little paings in my side, and it hurts to touch/push on my cervix. Oh and lower back ache.

Yup, all good signs!! Lets see what tomorrow brings...besides another test!

tTC

I thought I would create myself a spot to obsess about ttc! Stay tuned, this should be interesting!!